If I told you this was killing me, would you stop? Make up your mind, or I'll do it in your place

come break me down,
burry me burry me.

" What hides in life is found in dead "

ever wondered if you might die
who would be the ones that miss you..
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# Gepost op vrijdag 25 juli 2008, 08u14

I'm still holding out for a miracle

I'm still holding out for a miracle
Scream in. Scream out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Love in. Love out. Find the feeling.

You're my new kind of pain, the one I like to call 'heartache'

You have to let go what's holding you back, you have to realize what's in your thoughts, but most of all what's in your heart. I, myself stay up too late because I can't sleep because I question everything about you, I also get up too early because your voice in my head wakes me and I think too much, about everything and you.

I wish I'd end up with you. Feels like losing. Fear. My endless fear to trust and to go all the way again. Defeated. I fall almost asleep, asleep with you, preoccupying my mind. Weak as I am. (...) You, conquering my heart. Victory. Gone.

Sweet genie in a bottle, if you really gave me three wishes I'd wish that he's the one who knows how to love me and the one who knows I love him too. I'd wish that I could trust him with whole my heart and all my thoughts, in every single thing he does and every single word he says. I'd wish he could be my healer, my cure. It's impossible to say to him how much he means to me, because he wouldn't understand now would you? I hope he will one day, in the meanwhile, I'll be waiting, for just a little bit longer... I'm tired. (:


Knowledge
Wisdom
Speaks and listens!!!
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# Gepost op donderdag 24 juli 2008, 17u19
Gewijzigd op vrijdag 25 juli 2008, 07u12

Tired of being sorry

Tired of being sorry
MASS DESTRUCTION


I'm sorry for what I've done
and I'm sorry for what I've said.
But if I'd do it all over again,
the same thoughts would be in my head.

I'm sorry I'm such a bitch
I'm sorry I'm such a nag
I'm sorry I say sorry too often
and I'm sorry I'm such a brag.

But hey, if one would give me money for every time I say sorry
I might end up as a billionaire.

Words are meaningless in the eyes of the ones who don't trust.

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# Gepost op woensdag 23 juli 2008, 05u58
Gewijzigd op donderdag 24 juli 2008, 17u25

New pain to kill the old one

New pain to kill the old one
It's funny how some people can pay more attention to the pain of others, how they can feel the situation where others are at and how they can feel their pain almost as much as they do.

Just to forget their own.

you're a new kind of pain
the one I'd like to call 'heartach'
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# Gepost op woensdag 23 juli 2008, 04u01
Gewijzigd op donderdag 24 juli 2008, 17u21

Ik wil je. niet.

Ik wil je. niet.
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Ik wil je meer
dan dat ik je niet wil.
't Komt daarop neer
zonder enig verschil.

Ik wil je meer graag zien
dan dat'k je graag heb.
't Is jou die'k wil doorzien,
als bij vloed - maar nu even eb.
't Komt heus wel terug,
en het zal blijven.
Als water onder de brug.
Ach, 't valt gewoon niet te beschrijven.

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# Gepost op maandag 21 juli 2008, 14u39
Gewijzigd op dinsdag 22 juli 2008, 14u25